Terrible, terrible excitement

I’m not sure “excitement” is the right word… anticipation is more fitting maybe… I just know that “love” is perhaps too early to use.

But I really like Malin! She’s cute and sweet in a way I can’t put into words beyond that. And we share some interest in cartoons and shows and reading (though I rarely give myself time to read anymore, and have too many D&D podcasts to catch up to to listen to audio books).

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Sparks of Hope

Well. I’m about to go on a coffee date in a few minutes.

Matched with someone on Tinder again, a rare occurrence. This someone actually engaged with me, also quite rare, and she’s agreed to meet up, which so far is only the second time that’s happened.

The last time seemed to go well, but afterwards she didn’t want to talk to me anymore. No clue why. Hopefully this time will go better. Maybe Malin is the one?


Update: 2020-06-07 – 9:05 AM

It went well! We talked for like an hour and a half yesterday, and we are now texting instead of chatting through Tinder! (which sometimes is not very reliable)

She was really cute and sweet! I hope this keeps going!

Well that was an experience

Wellp. Zandra broke up with me. And I honestly kind of suspected it was going to happen, although I was hoping I was wrong of course.

Sticking her tongue out, adorable
From the Europe trip

Maybe it was for the best. She never really seemed particularly interested most of the time. She was withdrawn, didn’t like being touched, never initiated anything on her own.

But sometimes she would seem to open up slightly and give me a fluttery feeling, re-affirming my love for her.

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