I haven’t really talked to Malin in a while now… she’s on vacation and on a trip up to Stockholm since a few days back. Beginning of last week I asked if she wanted to meet for a third time to play some Mario Kart. She said she could towards the end of the week or next week.Continue reading “The Silence is the Worst Part”
Wellp. Zandra broke up with me. And I honestly kind of suspected it was going to happen, although I was hoping I was wrong of course.
Maybe it was for the best. She never really seemed particularly interested most of the time. She was withdrawn, didn’t like being touched, never initiated anything on her own.
But sometimes she would seem to open up slightly and give me a fluttery feeling, re-affirming my love for her.Continue reading “Well that was an experience”
I’m not sure how I should feel right now. I know how I do feel, but I’m not sure how I’m supposed to feel.
It’s about a week since we returned from the Europe trip. Zandra has been… distant, this past week. We haven’t really talked since just after we returned. I went over once to give here some of her stuff I’d gotten with me and to talk a bit, which we did. It might just be the contrast of going from being with her every day to being apart from her.Continue reading “Relations Update”
Listening to our 20+ year old cat yell somewhere in the house makes me want to cry. I don’t want to listen to him anymore, but I don’t want him to go away either.