I haven’t really talked to Malin in a while now… she’s on vacation and on a trip up to Stockholm since a few days back. Beginning of last week I asked if she wanted to meet for a third time to play some Mario Kart. She said she could towards the end of the week or next week.Continue reading “The Silence is the Worst Part”
I’m not sure “excitement” is the right word… anticipation is more fitting maybe… I just know that “love” is perhaps too early to use.
But I really like Malin! She’s cute and sweet in a way I can’t put into words beyond that. And we share some interest in cartoons and shows and reading (though I rarely give myself time to read anymore, and have too many D&D podcasts to catch up to to listen to audio books).Continue reading “Terrible, terrible excitement”
Well. I’m about to go on a coffee date in a few minutes.
Matched with someone on Tinder again, a rare occurrence. This someone actually engaged with me, also quite rare, and she’s agreed to meet up, which so far is only the second time that’s happened.
The last time seemed to go well, but afterwards she didn’t want to talk to me anymore. No clue why. Hopefully this time will go better. Maybe Malin is the one?
Update: 2020-06-07 – 9:05 AM
It went well! We talked for like an hour and a half yesterday, and we are now texting instead of chatting through Tinder! (which sometimes is not very reliable)
She was really cute and sweet! I hope this keeps going!
Wellp. Zandra broke up with me. And I honestly kind of suspected it was going to happen, although I was hoping I was wrong of course.
Maybe it was for the best. She never really seemed particularly interested most of the time. She was withdrawn, didn’t like being touched, never initiated anything on her own.
But sometimes she would seem to open up slightly and give me a fluttery feeling, re-affirming my love for her.Continue reading “Well that was an experience”
I’m not sure how I should feel right now. I know how I do feel, but I’m not sure how I’m supposed to feel.
It’s about a week since we returned from the Europe trip. Zandra has been… distant, this past week. We haven’t really talked since just after we returned. I went over once to give here some of her stuff I’d gotten with me and to talk a bit, which we did. It might just be the contrast of going from being with her every day to being apart from her.Continue reading “Relations Update”
Can I re-iterate how happy I am to have Zandra? Am I allowed to do that?
A not-so-brief update on my life.
I’ve not written anything in a while. I realize I didn’t have a distinct plan for this blog thing when I set it up. It seems I’ve decided it’ll be a mix of personal stuff and posts about various projects.
Things are happening, good things! I just left a part-time job, that I held for about a month and a half, for a full time job at a place I worked earlier this year. At the time they weren’t able to keep two programmers on board, but now the other programmer left for a different job and I got to replace him.